I'm selfish, I know. I have always been one.

Relationship, to me, needs sacrifices, compromises. I have responsibilites therefore I have no idea if I'll ever get 'round to doing that.

Maybe I will, maybe I won't.

I certainly don't mind compromising - as long as my partner is willing to do the same. But I can't be the only one doing all the compromising, all the sacrifices. Right?

It's bad enough when your partner made it sound like you have to be the one sacrificing if you want the relationship to work. But even worst when he, whether he realised it or not, made it sound like you're a materialistic person. That losing your family inheritance is the main reason why you don't want to compromise/sacrifice.

I don't mind if my partner puts his family, his friends, his career - before me. But I lost, this time, to something else. Something apparently more important to a certain person who I believe, thinks the world of me.



My heart - shattered to pieces when I read what was written on my MSN window.


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Adriaan came to pick me up at the office yesterday. We went to Padi House and had great conversations over lunch. I told him many, many things - we haven't met since quite sometimes. So there were so much to catch up on.

He dropped me back at the office, gave me a hug, kissed me on the cheeks and told me things will work out fine.

I love the fact I have a good friend working only 5mins away ♥

After gym yesterday; I met up with a friend who's at the moment interning at Ambassade de France en Malaisie. He earns quite a lot - considering him, being only an intern. Hmph.

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There are other things that I'd like to rant about. But since I'm at work - I guess I have to start being a bit more productive.

Instead of checking my iGoogle, replying to messages on CS, twitter-ing with friends and exchanging countless emails with Adriaan :)