Walking away.

lördag, november 14, 2009

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It has been nine months -
I've finally gotten the hang of everything. I've finally warmed up to the colleagues. Though this isn't my choice of long term career (said that to my GM and he was very supportive of my dreams) but I love it here.

This will do. For now.

I'm still very much single. But no complaints. I love how things are - being free to go out with the guys, having a lot of 'me' time, etc.
Among the girls at the office - only Nazrin and I are still single. The rest are either married or engaged or at the very least, in a relationship. Some of them made remarks on that. But of course they got told off by either one of us. Who says one needs a guy to be happy??

I can stand on my own two feet yo!

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The past few days I've been sleeping late - know why??

Free seats from AirAsia. Yes. That's why ;)

Most (free) tickets are gone by now - according to my colleagues. But I managed to grab tickets to five destinations. All at RM0.00 fare (only need to pay airport taxes + some admin fee).
I can't wait for the trips lined up next year.

Jogjakarta, Indonesia
18th - 21st June 2010

I got this for RM35 and Nazrin (though online at the same time) didn't manage to get the cheap airfare. So (for now) my plan is to go to JOG on my own.

Bandung, Indonesia
20th - 23rd July 2010

To nurse her sadness for not being able to grab the JOG ticket - Nazrin asked if I'm up for a (shopping) trip to BDO. Which I immediately jumped at though I've been there before. This cost only RM55 (because we paid for luggage).

Vientiane, Laos
7th - 10th August 2010

Got myself ticket to Laos (since I've always wanted to go there) for only RM60. Talked Nazrin into following me - which I ended doing successfully. The photo above is of Kuangsi Waterfall in Luang Prabang. Though we're flying to VTE - I might skip that and take a trip to Luang Prabang instead :)

Jakarta, Indonesia
20th - 23rd September 2010

I'm taking my parents to CGK - paid only RM35 /pax. Bought one for Nazrin too (because she paid for my ticket to BDO), so she's following me and the folks. Babe, nanti kita berspa okay? ;)

Manila, Philippines
28th - 30th October 2010

Again Nazrin didn't manage to get RM25 ticket that I paid for. So (for now) I'm going alone. Oh. The photo above is of Paoay Church in North Luzon - credit goes out to dodongflores :)

Initially I plan to visit India sometime next year - but guess now it has to be at a halt :(

See. If I have a boyfriend I'm sure I won't be able to buy tickets at the very first instinct. Sure he'll want me to discuss things with him first.

Double yuck.

Thank you mak for the credit cards. And thank you AirAsia for the cheap, cheap flights :)

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Long weekend on November 27th -
I have to work on Saturday. But am planning to take the day off ;)

♥

måndag, oktober 12, 2009

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My bestie was here a couple of weeks ago -
It was great seeing her after so long. We met up - but not as often as I would've liked. I've been busy at work; and she was busy spending time with the family :)

But we still managed to have dinner at our favorite place - Delicious Marc Residence ♥

Me. Feb. Stuart. Onne.

We were contemplating which bar to go to. So Stuart brought us to Sultan - the new Lounge in Mandarin Oriental. He was involved with designing the Lounge's interior or something; so we got in for free ;)

And it quickly became another one of our favorite hangout.

My girls at Sultan.

Us three ♥

My bestie met Nazrin and Aween too -
Since we're heading to Bali together; I thought it'll be good to introduce them to one another. Which went out great. The girls got along fine - like they've known each other for ages :)

Then the two of us went bar-hopping again.

My bestie developed a certain liking for Stuart ;) He was at Gypsy so bestie dragged me there - supposedly to only see him for a while. But yeah right!!

We ended up staying for hours - with Stuart feeding us with glasses and glasses or beer.

Stuart and I :)

I've had long days at work - with tons of backlog ads etc.
So it was nice to let my hair down once in a while. And 'em two were great company.

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I need a new cellphone -

I'm contemplating between getting a BlackBerry or an iPhone. I like BlackBerry - but DiGi doesn't offer BlackBerry service. And iPhone - well I've heard several different opinions so now I have mixed feelings about buying one.

So maybe I'll settle with good 'ol Nokia :)

Nokia - N97

I saw a promo HSBC sent with the credit card bill. Pretty good deal - but still quite expensive. So we'll see. I don't quite like spending two salaries on just a cellphone ;)

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onsdag, oktober 07, 2009

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We met about a year ago. I don't believe in love at the first sight - but I've liked him since the first time he took me out.

On our second date - he kissed me. It was, by far, one of the best kisses I've had. Since Christoph. The last time I saw him - we walked hand in hand. He left me feeling a certain unexplainable sensation. Not the lusting kind of sensation. But something much more.

I've never liked a guy that much. Since Christoph. But he is everything I could ever wish for.

A friend said him and I look very comfortable with each other. And I guess: even idiots could see the huge crush I have on him.

We managed to catch each other on GTalk tonight.

After much coaxing - I found out he's seeing someone. He met her while on an assignment in Italy. She's Sudanese; living in Khartoum. And they're dating long distance.

He said he loves her. But not a 100% sure she's the right one - religion being the biggest problem. I was like, wow. I didn't expect to hear that maybe. Mainly because we've never actually discussed our love lives.

Then I started crying.

Nazrin was online - so we talked. She said life's about going places and sometimes you just don't belong. She also said it works the same way with people and perhaps he's not meant to be in my life for a lifetime.

I wish I could change things. But I can't go against fate. Plus: I'm not sure if he even likes me the same way.

And I'm not the kind of girl who pursue other people's boyfriend.

He will always, always have that special place in my heart.
But I know - letting go is the only thing I should be doing now. It has been a long wait, after all.

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